Remembering You

Remembering you

I would only close my eyes

and hold my breath 

as tears run down my cheeks 

I could only look around

as the spaces  brings back 

your memories...

your smile 

your every move

your words 

your voice...

I could only hold my breath

as my heart bleeds 

remembering you...

I Could Only

I've cried 

through all the nights

through all the days

for what God willed 

and did not will...

I could only look up the skies

and in deep pain

hold my breath 

and in tears 

my heart 

could only 

sob and sigh...

You'll Never Know

You may never understand 

my truths 

that cuts like two edged knife

in every rising and setting of the sun...

You will never know

why I stood drenched in my storm 

why my rain never stopped to fall...

You'll never know why 

buried in my lonely grave 

my heart still beats...

On The Mirror

On the mirror

beholding my countenance

I can see your traces...

In my eyes I still can see your face

In my eyes I can see your heart

I see my heart...

My eyes that are wet in tears

running down my face...

I Breathe...

I breathe

I breathe for the love

you planted in my heart

I breathe for the love

you pushed away and left 

I breathe in every moment 

for the love that I once believed...

I Shouldn't Be...

In every throbbing 

and tears of my heart

I feel like

connecting to you oceans apart

feels like you feel my pain

feels like you're feeling the same 

but... No

I shouldn't be 

make believing 

that it could be 

because you have disconnected 

yourself from me...