Buried in my grave...

Buried alive in my grave

yet my heart 

in the dark still beats

though no air to breathe...

Here buried in my grave

time has ceased

but the memories 

kept rolling 

though all have become 

a double edged dagger

fiercely stabbing my soul 

again and again...

again and again...

Again and again...

tears kept falling

but my heart kept beating 

through all the misery and pain

here buried in my grave...

You'll Never Know

You may never understand 

my truths 

that cuts like two edged knife

in every rising and setting of the sun...

You will never know

why I stood drenched in my storm 

why my rain never stopped to fall...

You'll never know why 

buried in my lonely grave 

my heart still beats...

I Breathe...

I breathe

I breathe for the love

you planted in my heart

I breathe for the love

you pushed away and left 

I breathe in every moment 

for the love that I once believed...

All That Matter

What can I do...

If things 

were not meant to be

If this is all that I can be

If this is all

God has willed for me...

What can I do...

All that matter is

Through all

my heart is true...

A Time

I want to believe 

there will be a day 

for me

when my tears 

will cease from falling...

and my heart can truly 

freely breathe...

and my countenance 

will brightly shine...

and my smile sublime...

A time when God

will change 

the course of the winds

in my life...

In The Rain

I am living in the rain

A world of unending pain

An ocean of deep waters

A streaming river of tears

I am living in never ending rain

Where the sun 

will never rise again

and in darkness and cold

I could only watch each drop

as in each passing moments

they pour...

again and again and again...