Though Tomorrows Never Come

Though tomorrows
never come...
Though I am living
everyday
in my finality...
'til my last inhale
here I will remain...

Though tomorrows
never come...
waking up
in my every mornings
with tears
never running dry...
sighing in deep pain
gazing
at every setting of the sun...
here I will remain
'til my last inhale...

Though  tomorrows
never come...
here in my heart
the memories you left
will always remain...
'til my last inhale
here I will remain...
though tomorrows never come


   Manuelle Augustine
        @12312015

The Hollows

Another new year 

has come again

but I am still here

in the hollows of my pain...

Though a new beginning 

promises hope

but to me

ti's beyond my grope...

Happy New Year

they all greet and say

they do not know

The hollows in my heart

it brings...

Manuelle Augustine 

When Tomorrows Never Come

©New Year 2017

One September

A day in one September

One that will never come back

All that are left 

are the moments to remember 

I wish I could bring back

But time were not meant 

to stay for me

it has fled away 

leaving me standing

on the traces of the memories 

of the last day

of my one September 

When Tomorrows Never Come 

@Manuelle Augustine 9172016

All I Know

All I know

is my heart is true...

All I know

is I love you so...

Though now

I could only 

look back 

at the memories

of the moments 

and words

that I treasured

and believed

and lost...

When Tomorrows Never Come

Manuelle Augustine 

©92016

Who Knows

The overwhelming sadness 

The excruciating pain

Who knows how I went through them

Who knows how I groaned 

and how I helped myself up then...

Alone in white painted walled room

facing the glass wall

sitting on my bed 

just looking up to the skies 

through all the days and nights...

through my bare windows

witness to all the tears

running down my face

like a stream that never ends 

flowing right from the core

of my worn soul...

I Still Cry

I still cry 

for what God willed 

and did not will for me...

My heart remained grieving

for all the truths before me...

My soul never ceased

recalling his words...

That God's will is perfect

through all the tears

through all...

When Tomorrows Never come

            @MA 7/27/2016

Buried in my grave...

Buried alive in my grave

yet my heart 

in the dark still beats

though no air to breathe...

Here buried in my grave

time has ceased

but the memories 

kept rolling 

though all have become 

a double edged dagger

fiercely stabbing my soul 

again and again...

again and again...

Again and again...

tears kept falling

but my heart kept beating 

through all the misery and pain

here buried in my grave...

Remembering You

Remembering you

I would only close my eyes

and hold my breath 

as tears run down my cheeks 

I could only look around

as the spaces  brings back 

your memories...

your smile 

your every move

your words 

your voice...

I could only hold my breath

as my heart bleeds 

remembering you...

Make Believing...

Sometimes

My heart would like to believe 

of hearing the voices of your heart

from oceans apart...

Though our worlds were shut

sealed by truths...

Still..

Sometimes my heart

drifts in make believing...

of hearing the voices of your heart...

He Knows It All

If there's a wish 

that I could wish

upon opening my eyes

into a new morning

If there's a prayer

that God will meet me

in this new day

God knows it all

God knows

the silent deep whispers 

of my soul...

I Could Only

I've cried 

through all the nights

through all the days

for what God willed 

and did not will...

I could only look up the skies

and in deep pain

hold my breath 

and in tears 

my heart 

could only 

sob and sigh...

When Tomorrows Never Come...

When tomorrows never come

the present is an empty place...

Time have ceased ticking

floating... 

just breathing...

Tomorrows are for those

who have today to live

a smile to give 

a hope to believe...

My tomorrows shall never come

For my todays were buried

vanished with my realities...

When Tomorrows Never Come

Manuelle Augustine 

©2232016

You'll Never Know

You may never understand 

my truths 

that cuts like two edged knife

in every rising and setting of the sun...

You will never know

why I stood drenched in my storm 

why my rain never stopped to fall...

You'll never know why 

buried in my lonely grave 

my heart still beats...

On The Mirror

On the mirror

beholding my countenance

I can see your traces...

In my eyes I still can see your face

In my eyes I can see your heart

I see my heart...

My eyes that are wet in tears

running down my face...

In My Memories

They said leave the past behind

Live in the present...

They will never understand

why in my memories I remained...

The Shadow of Your Voice

I look for your smile in the air

but you're not there...

I trace the sparkles of your eyes

all I can see are the darkest nights...

I chase for the shadow of your voice 

here in my heart I kept

with the memory of your words...

In The Silence

My soul is humming a melody

a tune of my yesterday

In the silence and void

where I have nothing to hold...

I Breathe...

I breathe

I breathe for the love

you planted in my heart

I breathe for the love

you pushed away and left 

I breathe in every moment 

for the love that I once believed...

All That Matter

What can I do...

If things 

were not meant to be

If this is all that I can be

If this is all

God has willed for me...

What can I do...

All that matter is

Through all

my heart is true...

A Name

Drowned in my misery

I lost my identity 

Who I am and what I am

by my storms

were all washed away...

I Lost my name

a dot a speck 

I became

I lost myself 

I lost my meaning...

Then in solitary 

walking the rugged road 

I found a world of words

Picking up pieces by pieces

from my traces

I found a way to breathe

to myself 

a name

I gave...