Though Tomorrows Never Come

Though tomorrows
never come...
Though I am living
everyday
in my finality...
'til my last inhale
here I will remain...

Though tomorrows
never come...
waking up
in my every mornings
with tears
never running dry...
sighing in deep pain
gazing
at every setting of the sun...
here I will remain
'til my last inhale...

Though  tomorrows
never come...
here in my heart
the memories you left
will always remain...
'til my last inhale
here I will remain...
though tomorrows never come


   Manuelle Augustine
        @12312015

The Hollows

Another new year 

has come again

but I am still here

in the hollows of my pain...

Though a new beginning 

promises hope

but to me

ti's beyond my grope...

Happy New Year

they all greet and say

they do not know

The hollows in my heart

it brings...

Manuelle Augustine 

When Tomorrows Never Come

©New Year 2017

One September

A day in one September

One that will never come back

All that are left 

are the moments to remember 

I wish I could bring back

But time were not meant 

to stay for me

it has fled away 

leaving me standing

on the traces of the memories 

of the last day

of my one September 

When Tomorrows Never Come 

@Manuelle Augustine 9172016

All I Know

All I know

is my heart is true...

All I know

is I love you so...

Though now

I could only 

look back 

at the memories

of the moments 

and words

that I treasured

and believed

and lost...

When Tomorrows Never Come

Manuelle Augustine 

©92016

Who Knows

The overwhelming sadness 

The excruciating pain

Who knows how I went through them

Who knows how I groaned 

and how I helped myself up then...

Alone in white painted walled room

facing the glass wall

sitting on my bed 

just looking up to the skies 

through all the days and nights...

through my bare windows

witness to all the tears

running down my face

like a stream that never ends 

flowing right from the core

of my worn soul...

I Still Cry

I still cry 

for what God willed 

and did not will for me...

My heart remained grieving

for all the truths before me...

My soul never ceased

recalling his words...

That God's will is perfect

through all the tears

through all...

When Tomorrows Never come

            @MA 7/27/2016

Buried in my grave...

Buried alive in my grave

yet my heart 

in the dark still beats

though no air to breathe...

Here buried in my grave

time has ceased

but the memories 

kept rolling 

though all have become 

a double edged dagger

fiercely stabbing my soul 

again and again...

again and again...

Again and again...

tears kept falling

but my heart kept beating 

through all the misery and pain

here buried in my grave...